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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Global Warming - Do we really need to know if it is real?

I don't know who this person is, or how this video fell on my lap. But honestly, in terms of both logic and clarity, I have never had an argument so convincingly laid out. This argument doesn't even talk about the plausibility of man made climate change, but keeps it as an unknown. Yet the conclusion and the call to action is startling.

Now that I have seen it, I am heeding his request and passing this along. I think, you should do the same too (unless you are able to see any holes in his hypothesis, in which case I would like to know what it is)!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

little things

little things? really?


  1. the little drops of water on the windshield as the wiper washes them away
  2. hot tea or coffee on a rainy day
  3. first drops of rain that fall on you
  4. the tear drops that fall down from a good melody
  5. seeing your beloved after a long time
  6. working with involvement knowing no one will ever notice you worked that way
  7. an unexpected hug
  8. the giggle from a friend for a joke you cracked
  9. looking up at the sun and wondering where you would be without it
  10. looking down at the moist earth and wondering where you would be without it
  11. looking at the car lovingly after it returned you back from a long trip
  12. looking at the sea crab jump into the ocean water
  13. sitting silently and watching the waves kiss the shore
  14. an unexpected call (sms or im ping) from a friend
  15. early morning sadhana and the feeling of oneness with something you can't quite say what
  16. early morning sadhana and the feeling of oneness with something you can't quite say what, and the wonderment of why you aren't keeping this up regularly
  17. the exhilaration of intense physical activity
  18. watching a dog roll about lazily
  19. watching the cats eat snacks and wondering who gave them this appetite
  20. the minute details on the body of an ant and the audacity of the one who put them there knowing very well no one might ever look at it
  21. a full meal after a burning hungry stomach
  22. a bus journey to a place without planning
  23. the courage to do something that has been holding you a prisoner for long
  24. walking for long not knowing where exactly
  25. ice cream after dinner
  26. speaking your mind without caring for the consequences
  27. speaking your mind, yet taking care not to hurt the other
  28. lying down on wet grass looking up at the sky
  29. having your pet dog lick your face
  30. kissing your grandmother on the forehead
  31. kissing your mother on the cheek
  32. leaving a gift on someone's desk anonymously
  33. watching a squirrel eat guava
  34. watching a master performer at work
  35. gasping at the immensity of a mountain
  36. trekking up a mountain and realizing how small you really are
  37. watching a bird on the wing and wondering if you will ever get to do that
  38. reading a good story on tinkle
  39. reading a good blog post and feeling you know the author very well
  40. riding a scooter and imagining the scooter is non existent
  41. tasting something and disappearing into the taste
  42. staying up late into the night without an agenda
  43. sleeping late into the morning without an agenda
  44. watching a master in "namaste" and wondering if you will ever manage an iota of that grace
  45. watching a brian lara late cut
  46. watching a federer forehand pass
  47. watching an orchestra in full swing
  48. an unconditional prayer
  49. watching a polar bear and its cub play in the snow
  50. watching some one in pain and feeling that pain as yours
  51. watching some one in joy and feeling that joy as yours
  52. watching the land fade away into oblivion as the flight soars up into sky
  53. exploring something and figuring out how it works
  54. an insight that came from clarity
  55. an insight that came from intuition
  56. temptation that prods you into indulgence, and deciding against since you know better
  57. temptation that prods you into indulgence, and indulging without guilt
  58. a choice made out of long term wisdom rather than short term gratification
  59. a heartfelt thank you to some one
  60. a heartfelt gesture without expecting a thank-you
  61. a heartfelt thank you from some one
  62. tears of joy on someone's eyes
  63. tears of laughter on someone's eyes
  64. a happy face
  65. a peaceful face
  66. the twinkle of mischief on the eyes of a friend
  67. earthworms on moist earth
  68. walking on the footpath, seeing earthworms on the footpath, picking them up and leaving them back on the earth
  69. braking your vehicle to let the dog cross the road
  70. braking your vehicle to let the pedestrians finish crossing
  71. knowing you can honk and deciding not to
  72. letting someone behind you ahead of the queue once in a while
  73. getting onto a running train with skill
  74. disembarking from a running train before it halts
  75. laughing at your mistake
  76. saying "i am sorry" and really meaning it
  77. listening with attention
  78. listening without judgement
  79. watching your country lose a game and applauding the other country for playing better
  80. watching a donkey on the road and realizing it must be important if the creator decided to invest her time creating
  81. admiring the audacity of the poet who saw the creator in a crow's feather
  82. reading verses from sublime devotion
  83. feeling extreme gratitude for realizing how lucky you are to be where you are
  84. that one burst of inspiration that pushes you to do something that is far greater than everything you've done this far in your life
  85. when you realize anger is plain stupidity
  86. watching the fury of a giant waterfall
  87. talking to a child 
  88. listening with rapt attention
  89. talking to someone late into the night without any agenda
  90. dancing with abandon
  91. eating food knowing it was cooked with love
  92. eating food knowing it tastes bad and still loving it
  93. feeling a deep joy within that makes every little desire or ambition you've ever held seem meaningless
  94. feeling a deep humbleness knowing your place in existence
  95. feeling deep fear and yet sidestepping it
  96. looking at a turtle and wondering about its wizdom
  97. the croak of a frog on a rainy day
  98. huddling inside a blanket on a cold night
  99. watching a cow's eyes and wondering if you would manage half its humility
i am not able to word the 100th one properly :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

the sand clock

grain by grain the tiny ant moves home
doesn't see how much it collects
drip by drip, gallons flow out of the tap
all things meaningful and significant
get made or get lost in tiny pieces
the mighty ocean, after all
would come to naught if it thought
that tiny droplet insignificant

Thursday, November 12, 2009

sivapurANam

Imagine having a treasure chest in your home and not looking at it for years together? That was my state until a few years ago. To think that my mother and grandmother used to read this very often (my grandmother, twice a day actually) makes it even more amusing. Actually, it was iLaiyarAjA who made me listen to this through his album thiruvAsakam. But this stops there. I might have never gotten to the point of reading/listening to this if not for him, and I am grateful for that. But the lyrics were rearranged in that album and after getting to read the entire "thoguppu", it actually feels like sacrilege! Nothing against IR, I am sure his attempt was sincere, but it's not gelling well!

Anyway, back to sivapurANam, the words are explosive. It is very hard to imagine how words can flow unabated like a river at such intensity. It is very obvious these words were not "thought out". It is also hard to imagine how someone in that consciousness could have managed to "pen them down on paper". Infact, legend has it that when mAnickavAsakar was singing these verses in bliss, Lord Shiva himself wrote them down and that is how we have them in written form.

The verses contain the same thing. Praises of the Lord. In one varying form after another. And it makes sense. A person in bliss just sings what he is experiencing. And what multitude forms of expression! And the pithiness is just deceptive. One small verse, he manages to explain the existence itself. For examples, "sOthiyane, thunniruLe, thOnRA perumaiyane..." (Dazzling light, Blinding darkness, the one who was never Created) or "Ekan, anEkan" (the One, who is also many).

There were places where he debases himself so much, that I found this a put-off initially. It is like some one who insults himself to just feel good. I always used to wonder - someone singing praises of the Lord, if genuine, would certainly not insult himself in such a manner. I latter read the interpretation in an elucidation. He was placing himself as part of the common humanity and taking their state as his own. That was a powerfully humbling experience!

It is said that he dissolved into light! His devotion was such - I don't need separate proof, I have the verses. Actually, it is said that, a device for devotion should be such that it should melt the person made like a stone. The one who is subtle can get moved by a flower or a dewdrop. That which melts a stony person is no ordinary device*. And this compilation is one! There is a reason why they say - "He who does not melt for the thiruvAsakam will not melt for anything!"

* - Sadhguru said this in context of the temples of Egypt. It made me want to visit them! :)

Note: A lot of viewers are coming here wanting the lyrics of sivapurANam. It is available here - provided you can read thamizh.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Sadhguru's talk at TED India



Nothing much left to say - he owned the stage!

Friday, November 06, 2009

The blue planet

The earth is in a very precarious position. On the one side, on a universal scale, it amounts to nothingness in size. On the other end, it is amazingly resilient. Given the uncertainty, where if the sun decides tomorrow, it can gobble up the earth in no time, it has already lasted five million years or so.

What is more, it is at that exact spot away from the sun in distance that sustains conscious life. It is also said that the water inside the earth got unlocked with precise timing to form oceans*. While I am certain there is life outside earth - by sheer probability from the vastness of the universe, there is currently no known concrete proof of conscious life outside planet earth.

This blue planet is truly a wondrous miracle. It is living two realities at the same time - potential overnight annihilation, yet this incredible colorful dance - like tightrope walking*. Somewhere, somehow, I feel that life placed the wrong sort of guests on this planet. The thing that keeps me in peace is that, tomorrow, if one smart guy nukes the planet, the earth will still be fine -just the humans would be gone. Another five thousand or ten thousand years later, after the trees and oceans and rivers are replenished, she will start from scratch - may be with a sigh! I do feel sorry for the forests, rivers and animals though.

Sorry Ma - we're too big for our shoes, and you must be smiling looking at us!

*1 - Too early, it would have vaporized into space. Too late, it would have inundated the planet without any feasibility to create life.

*2 - It is said that, if the earth was created on Jan 1st, the first humans walked in during Dec 31st, 11:45 PM!

*3 - A few years ago, I wrote a story about this. More like a rambling about what we're doing and what we can do!

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Global Warming: Time lapse proof of extreme ice loss into oceans



To add to the existing "debate" and "ambiguity". I will do my bit to muddle the already existing chaos. Unless we get clarity on what's going on, aren't these evidences cause for a little bit of concern at least?